Jason's brother's wedding |
And then there are the transitions:
Eating
potatoes instead of pasta. Trading the cool
San Francisco weather for an East Coast summer.
Learning to appreciate American coffee again after 3 months of Italian
espresso. Actually speaking a common
language with everyone. Living with
family in rural Lancaster County instead of in community in urban centers in California and Italy. Shifting from
intense focus on personal life/development, ministry, and community living, to
busy schedules, demands, checklists, and deadlines. For Jason, moving into the next decade!
YWAM San Francisco Winter DTS 2014. Our AMAZING team!!! |
And then
there’s the team. Being apart from the
dozen or so people we lived with, worked with, learned with, and grew with for
the past 6 months. The people who we shared
life with in close proximity, who became like family. I miss you guys. You encouraged, fostered growth, challenged, supported
well, were incredibly fun to hang out with, and were so full of life, love, and
deeply cared for all. You’re the best
team ever! (You’ve set the bar awfully
high for our fellow racers on The World Race in September…)
Now that we’re
back, the past 6 months almost feels like a different life entirely. It is like I have changed, deepened, been challenged,
and grown so much, then was plopped back into a former life. A life that seems SO familiar, despite an
extended absence. So familiar, in fact,
that it feels like I too should be unchanged.
Yet I cannot deny what has happened within and around me. How do I reconcile this tension? This quandary makes me realize how much I miss
my team: those who have walked through the same challenges, experiences, and
have grown alongside of me. At the same
time, it makes me SO THANKFUL to have done all this in tandem with Jason and to
have one person who is in the same transition period with whom I can process my
questions and challenges.
So, there is my attempt to encapsulate these transitions.
Now it is
time to close the YWAM chapter, while retaining what we have learned, and move into
the next phase: preparing for World Race and, of course, reconnecting with
friends and family while we are home this summer. Thank you all so much for your interest and
support! We have missed you and look
forward to spending time with many of you in the coming weeks and months.
-sara
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